I'm on the pursuit of happiness

Holding onto anger is like drinking poison and expecting the other person to die.

I’m scared to fall in love. I’m scared to care. I’m scared to allow someone to break down my walls, walls I’ve built up for no reason at all. I’m scared of rejection. I’m scared to let my entire happiness revolve around one person. I’m scared of not being loved back. I’m scared of trusting. I’m scared of being hurt. I’m scared of loosing control of my feelings. I’m scared to fall in love, but the worst part is; I’m also scared I won’t.